I'm So Scary :p

Well Halloween was ace I think. I can't remember much so it must of been very good. I had a fair bit to drink before we even left the house! I was slightly tipsy and my myspace pictures definately definately prove that. My police woman outfit went down a storm but "so you going to arrest me then" gets a bit shit after a while lol. I must of drank so much tho. I was a bit of a cow by the sounds of it tho, I flirted with my friend Sean all night and ended up gettin off with my ex who I dislike a lot and I think he just took advantage of me seen as I don't even remember. This upset Sean a lot cause he likes me he said, he also said that after I'd got off with Matt he gave Sean a smug look as to say "yea look I just pulled her" and that was very unfair but Sean didn't smack him and I'm surprised he didn't. To be honest I wish he had. Also I heard that some guy unclipped my bra and his friend told me to kick him in the balls and I did. That didn't go down too well with his girlfriend the next day but it's all good now. I can't even recall any stories cause I can't remember. But I lost my police baton thing :( apparently I lost it outside Bakers at the same time Sas lost her phone. Bakers must be cursed. I can't even remember Bakers, where the hell is it!? I woke up Thursday morning however, unable to move cause I felt so ill. In fact, I didn't move till about 2 o clock and even then it was slowly around Sas' room. I tried tidying up best I could and left, got on the bus, went home, got changed and straight to work where the whole 5 hours was agony in my hungover state. 5-10, not the nicest shift in the world either! But I was with Laura (who was also hungover haha) and Laila so it was nice to have a gossip and everything. However, Matt suddenly thinks we're all good now and I'm like erm no! Plus all that money he owed me he offered me £20 and a packet of 20 cigs which I agreed too, cause there's no way I'd be gettin more, however, he said "oh im skint. i'll give it you next time" I mean FUCK OFF you lying little cunt, you got paid so fuck him. He ain't worth the shit on my shoe. Apparently as well on Wednesday night I lent a girl I've never met in my life a tenner, it's ok though I know her friends. But Laila said she's a little scab anyway, sounds pleasant....

Today I've been very lazy apart from going work. I went for a drink afterwards with Nikki and her bf (the one I kneed in the balls) Marc, I was still in my uniform though and I felt a complete idiot. Sean was there too with his friends and we talked a bit. He said he's hurt I wouldn't go out with him cause he's too camp for me but believes I'm not shallow enough to not go out with a guy cause of that cause of my image and he isn't going to give up that easily which is sweet of him. Chris my date I accidently slept with on the first date cause I was drunk wants me to go round on Sunday, I thought he just wanted me for sex but he was shocked n hurt I even thought that which is sweet he says "naughtiness aside I'd just like to see you" and I said "really, even though down there's not working" (he had a circumcision cause he had outgrown his foreskin) so he said "yea of course, why, did u just think I wanted u for sex" and I was like "tbh yea" and he said "no u muppet" which was kinda cute. I'll just see how it goes. On Wednesday as well I met a randomer called Dominic, who i've been texting since but can't remember who he was, dressed as a warewolf I know that lol, but I just dolled out my number like it's sweets. Stupid me hey ^.^ but he asked me out on a date next week which I hope goes well. Nikki and I added up in total that 15 people like me, yet I only like 1 person, how bloody strange is that. I never thought about it that way, I'm just a picky individual, but sometimes you have to be. You can't settle for second best to you. Well for you I mean.

So this is how it all went:
Wed: Got very very drunk and seemed to upset everyone with being a flirt
Thur: Very hungover then work
Fri: More work
Plans:
Sat: (today) I think work then going to Sean's cause he needs to talk to me and we haven't had a film night in ages
Sun: At Chris' in the day and then hopefully going out with Laila, her ex and his mate if the plan works out this time!
Next week: Date with Dominic (maybe)
College: I will go
Work: Ah I hate it!

xXx

p.s. Halloween colours up there ^^^ Purple for witches, Orange for pumpkins and red for blood!