Well, I've been extremely poorly for about 5-6 weeks. Most ill I have ever been in my life. What a pain in the ass. During this time I've been off work and have come to the conclusion that I have to get out of Asda. The people who bitch at me and are dicks with me really bring me down. I really don't think they realise how they affect people with the way they behave. It's not a nice place to work. Was talking to a friend of mine from there yesterday and he just basically said not to let them pull me down. If they want to make people miserable they can but I've got to look past it. I know who my friends are, and that I should concentrate on that. He had a good point. But I've been applying for proper jobs; ones with salary's which I can get my footing on the career ladder. The only problem being there seems to be a distinctive lack of jobs going in Southport for me (unless I want to become a community care worker....which I don't). But I will try as much as I can. I'm not giving up on this one.

I'm maid of honour in 2 weeks. The hen night is meant to be this coming Saturday. We were meant to be shopping for it yesterday but Gen was knackered cause her mum's been over all week and she had to set off at 3am to take her back to the airport. We went in for hairstyle ideas on Friday and Gen had her French Roll thing and then they did me. I have to say I absolutely hated what they did to my hair. I told Gen afterwards but then she went a bit funny so when we were on our own we talked about it properly and she said that we can change it. But the hairdressers was a rip off, for trying out that one style cost £10 and now another £10 to try another one. To top it off Gen got charged £20!! I mean how ridiculous. They charged £10 more for one hairstyle idea just cause she's the bride. Well she's getting very excited now, her wedding rings arrived and they are really lovely. Going to have to fit in some time to finish off hen night shopping and getting everything else prepared. God it's a mission planning a wedding. And I'm only on the sidelines!

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