5 Months!!

I was talking to Kate last night; Simon and I have been erm...sleeping with each other for 5 months now! That's actually longer than my longest relationship of 4 months. How crazy is that! How can I be doing that with someone for so long and really not have strong feelings for them. I must be very good at emotionally detaching myself. The girl he insists he only slept with twice has seemed to have disappeared off the scene. Nobody has mentioned anything; maybe she's gone back with her boyfriend. Either way it was twice which isn't a lot and he's promised me there has been no one else. It was casually brought up - didn't want him to think otherwise. I am slowly starting to get a lil bored of Simon - that's so nasty on my part lol. Well at the end of the day, 5 months is a long time to be so coupley with each other at times yet not go out.

I slept over at Gen's on Sunday night. Well I got there about 4ish cause me and Gen were going to have a girly talk - I want to talk to her about the Darren thing. Well Rich told her they were going out to Lisa and Adam's for a BBQ so I ended up having an alright night with Karl and Si. Gen, as soon as she came back saw that we had Guitar Heroes on (oh yea baby!) and her and Rich went upstairs to watch TV although we told her we'd switch it off. Karl went to bed early as he told me yesterday in work "Si wanted a blowjob and you wouldn't give him one in front of me so I went to bed". I informed Karl that he didn't get one anyway. I was about to fall asleep when Karl went upstairs and Simon suddenly "woke up" and we ended up staying up till half 4 in the morning . So 5 hours of sex - I hurt very much so even now! When I got Si up for work yesterday morning because I was busy in the day I decided to get bus with them. So we trundled to the bus stop at half 7 (ahhh) and saw dopey ben who looked wrecked on the bus. Then a guy who used to work at the site a year ago called Ryan got on. When Si left the bus he kissed my forehead and told me he'd see me later. Ben, Rich and Si got off and Ryan was left. He started asking questions; "are you and Simon going out?" I was like er no. And we chatted shit cause he was getting off at my stop in Ainsdale then he asked for my number. I hate turning people down so I said yea and he said text him if I'm at Gen's cause he lives liturally round the corner. Ok I said. Yea a number I will never use lol.

Yesterday I had an exam. Apparently without even attending the other exams I've passed them. I mini revised for a total of 20 minutes. In the exam I had a room to myself which was cool cause I could start bang on half 1 and finish bang on half 3. By the time I had missed a bus and Colin had come pick me up after the exam the sports hall people hadn't even got out so it definately proved beneficial considering I had work as well. I wrote 16 pages of A4 and filled the booklet. How on earth I had anything to write about after 20 minutes revising is beyond me! Maybe I got lucky.

Got to work yesterday and Barbara was talking to a load of the george colleagues down the other end of the department. Then they all came back because they finished at 5. Ray and Ben the 5oclock colleagues came in and Barbara took them both aside. I found out that SHE'S LEAVING! Also, I was the only person she didn't tell face to face and I heard it. She's going to the Fulwood store (I used to live right next to it) to manage home and leisure. Instead as her replacement we are going to have a manager and an assistant manager so there's always someone in. Hopefully Barbara will pass on that I'm a service desk colleague and not try make me do the shitty stuff like rumble for 10 hours. Barbara says she puts me on there because I'm good at it (and slow at rumbling cause the boredom gets to me too much) and good with the customers unlike some of the younger ones who's attitude is don't give a shit. Was talking to one of the younger ones the other day. I said; "I think Barbara might put me on here cause I get rid of every return and it's a clean slate for the next day". The girl replied "I just leave them. The day staff leave it for me so I leave it for them cause it's there mess and I can't be bothered". Yea you go........team spirit obviously.

Today I've got a doctors appointment at 9:40 to get more pills and to sort out my back; got to get to college at 11:30 to drop books off and then go to work later. Fun day......not

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