Pathetic, Pathetic, Pathetic

Poor Kate dropped chip fat on her feet, went to A&E and her sister drove her to the hospital. They waited 4 hours and she was next to be seen but then her sister complained that she had to get up for work at 7 and took her home WITHOUT her being seen. The hospital said it was serious too - that she needed her feet dressing and to be given painkillers and her sister wouldn't even wait.

Well Gen found a picture of a girl called Tammy on Richard's phone. He's cheated before and although he proclaims that they haven't done anything and he met her playing poker on Facebook Gen doesn't want to be a walkover. She gave him one more chance and this. She wasn't sure if she wanted to walk or not; it's 6 weeks before the wedding. Well, apparently she told me they sorted it out. I can't help think; is she just being naiive? Surely it would take a lot more hassle once they're married and he does it again. She wouldn't necessarily be able to walk. I'll support her in whatever her decision may be but I think she's being naiive. How can you go into a marriage where you don't trust the partner 100%? Is it that people are too scared to walk; too scared to be single and in the dating game once again? Or in Gen's case; 6 years of being with the same guy? I would have to trust somebody 100% otherwise it just wouldn't work. I would give them one more chance if they cheated but that's it. It may be hard but I'd have my friends around me to support me. I can't help but think that maybe she thinks it's too difficult to back out now with so many things now paid for.

On Sunday I went out with Grocery and Sean to celebrate the end of Grocery's birthday weekend. We went for a meal in Lloyds, drank, went to see Hancock - not the best, but a good film. Then we went drinking again and to some clubs. In Bakers I saw Paula; the woman who kept asking me for a threesome with her and her OLD partner. No thank you. So we scarpered quick! Well I dragged them. I gave Grocery a bottle of Polish beer and a card. I think he liked it. Appropriate to me I think.

In work we have a new manager, Helen, and an assistant manager, Jane. However, Jane has worked at Asda for 2 months, she's just completed her first week in George, she knows absolutely NOTHING. She's put me in charge on so many nights because I actually know what I'm doing. Everytime I've been put in charge and looked after the department, it's spotless! Everytime she's been on, it's been an absolute mess. Last Thursday, Louise, Laura and I were on. And Jane unfortunately. We all argued with her. She was on Ladies and with whatever department your on, you take back your own returns. She wouldn't do it and tried making Laura do it. A part of George is that you follow the procdures that have been set in stone for years. Jane is ruining the place. I'm so tempted to tell Helen, our new manager, but Colin thinks I should keep my mouth shut. Jane is pathetic and knows nothing on how to run the department. I refuse to take responsibility anymore. It's proof that when I'm in charge on some evenings the place is always good. That's my point proved straight away. I hope sometime soon that Helen and the other managers actually realise how wrong she is for George. She's lazy and now on a powertrip. Pathetic, pathetic, pathetic.

I also now have no contact with Simon. So my sex has gone. I've got completely over Hayley and Karl and I think it's pathetic now as does everybody else. I also found out that Karl had been telling Simon I've been sleeping around when I hadn't. I confronted Karl and he said, "oh there are rumours going round". So I said to Karl, "shouldn't you check with me before you open your mouth and spread these rumours more". He replied with, "well, you lie, so you'd just lie about it". I said, "well, not about this!" So I decided to take matters into my own hands and check with people who tell me the truth about rumours going round about me and none have gone round. Karl had actually MADE THEM UP! Now, is this because of jealousy? When him and I slept together Karl was very kissy, very cuddly, holding hands etc. You catch my drift. Then I went back to Simon. Karl is now with Hayley. At first he was all happy and everything but the other day I was approaching customer service desk and saw them (before they saw me). Hayley was talking to Karl and Karl was looking very bored and just looking around everywhere except at her. Then as soon as I approached he decided to have a big smile on his face. He's trying to make me jealous and it just isn't working whatsoever, If he wants to be miserable with her, he can be! Even his best friend said she was ugly. Karl is a very chilled out person and Hayley, well is basically hyper and annoying until she has some cannabis. It won't work. If Hayley dares approaches me when they break up to be friends then I'll tell her where to go. Suddenly she's best mates with obsessive Sean and Sahar. The people that don't like me are building up a little club. Well it's not going to indimidate me and they can have their bitching sessions. If anything it's an ego boost. I really am special enough for people to talk about. Aww.

Well I'm going to go downtown soon to Asda and try on the lingerie I've held. Also going to return my lovely set which I spent £10 on the bra and £4 on the knickers. They all got marked down the day after so I'll return it and re buy it for £5 and £2 respectively. No one thought to tell me they were going down, I just wouldn't have bought it otherwise. Meeting Gen as well downtown and she's coming back to mine. Then I can find out Richards excuses and Gen's reasoning on why she's stuck with up. Updates soon.

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