Sex And Southport

Went to see the sex and the city movie yesterday with Gen. It was so good!! Had a few little tears. The film had great twists and I now class it as one of my favourite films. It was so lovely! Felt very cuddly after that.

Well the threesome happened, and it was good. And I'm proud it happened. I now feel oh so more sexually experienced. Simon is now being all more nice to me. Last Friday Karl and I walked up to his, Gen was at a hen weekend and Rich n Si were seeing Indiana Jones at the cinema. Karl and I chilled out and cuddled on the sofa. Simon came in after, saw us, and had a face like thunder. When he came to sleep he didn't even cuddle up next to me. The first time he's never done that! In the morning I got Karl up for work and Rich went out and Si couldn't be bothered going in for his overtime. I was hungry, he went shop for me. He asked if I wanted a cup of tea, I told him there was no milk, he went to get me some. He was being the perfect guy and I don't know if it had anything to do with the night before but it was confusing anyhow. He's not slept with the girl he was sleeping with as well. It seems to be all on me. And now I have a slightly wavering sex life cause we don't have sex as much. I know we've been sleeping together longer than Karl and I actually dated but I don't expect the sex to go. It never did with Karl - and then Gen comes out with "Your relationship with Karl was based on sex; good sex; but sex all the same. You connected that way. I think you connect with Simon on all levels which is why your sex life has been allowed to go down cause you have the other things to compensate". I told her it really didn't make me feel any better and the sex was the reason Simon and I got together in the first. Then, the bombshell "Karl, Rich and I have all been talking and we all think you're both in a relationship but you don't realise it". Well, that was that. Now the thinking takes over.

Do I really want to wait for a man? And if so....how long would I wait for?

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